JoTita Gonçalves

I start to have a little discomfort in my throat – I ignore it, doesn’t bother me that much. After, the discomfort gets a bit annoying but doesn’t bother me that much. A sore throat starts…doesn’t bother me that much. It starts to bother me, I take something from pain or discomfort, doesn’t bother me that much. The problem persists for a few days already, hmm, I still can do my normal life,  doesn’t bother me that much.  Days, weeks pass by and the problem is not anymore a problem, it’s something that I got used to, doesn’t bother me that much.

Later on, a headache starts. Well, now the sore throat starts to bother me a bit, but still doesn’t bother me enough. After a while, as the headache becomes a migraine I start to think why did this headache start? I start to analyse all different situations, try to put things together to find a possible reason… After all my energy lost, I start to think, wait a minute, I had a sore throat for months and I never asked why did it start, I never bothered enough to ask any question at all. So, actually, I think that what in my mind didn’t bother me, in my unconscious bothered me too much! Probably, if i would heal the sore throat the headache would not come and would not been a migraine.

Little things kill me slowly and take all the good things i have. At the same time, ignore little things don’t fix them, but make them worst. I should question every little thing and reason about it, as i would do if instead the little problem would be a big one. One little thing fixed becomes nothing, but one little thing unfixed becomes a lot of little unfixed things. All this little things together can become an unsolved problem forever – like a snow ball just grows as it rolls and the time pass by.