JoTita Gonçalves

I’m wondering how it will be when you are next to me,
Have you in my arms, feel your warmth and your baby’s smell.
Will you have my eyes, my smile?
I can feel you here just now… looking at me…
I want to tell you so many things, teach you so many others…
Hold you, protect you, give you love and affection…
I don’t want to share you with anyone
– you will be my exclusivity, for once!
(Until you grow enough to have you’re own life – at least!)
We will live so many nice adventures, you will be my small genius,
Together we will change the world, at least our own!
I want to inculcate in you all the most human values:
From kindness to strength, empathy, ambition, self-esteem, and worth.
No one will taunt you while I live and, if anyone will dare to do it at all,
They can get ready to see my eagle claws – there will be no scape for them!
It will be instant regret! I don’t wait for karma!
I have so many plans for us…
Everyday I add so many others to the long list already existent.
When I see other families together I always wish you were here already…
But then I think that your delay is an opportunity to improve things…
I close my eyes, I see you – you will become whatever you wish
– I will be on your side unconditionally, even when I don’t agree with your choices.
Families are complicated, bonds can also be tricky…
But, when love rules, everything works out great!
That doesn’t mean that we will be all the time on the same page,
Disagreements are healthy and normal.
Oh, I’m sure I will tell you off a few hundred times…
And I’m sure I will learn loads with you as well!
I can’t wait to see your little personality developing…
I don’t promise to be perfect, but I promise to be the best I know and can…
I will be reading you stories before you go to sleep,
I’ll teach you how to cook, how to study, how to deal with people and life…
I will be spoiling you a little bit as well – but not too much 🙂 😊

We will play so much,
We will be so silly together, …
I can’t wait to show you all of my personal projects!
I want to give you everything I never had – I’m sure I can do that!
You will have some close people that I’m sure will be so happy to finally meet you!
There are not many of them, but the quality is what makes all the difference.
I promise to be there for you no matter what,
I want you in my life so badly that every month that passes by
without the confirmation that from now on I will feel you growing inside of me,
it’s a devastating time for me.
I want to be able to start programming your arrival on a more detailed way,
starting by buying bit by bit from your baby cot bed, pram, clothes, fluffy toys, …
Everything that is already prepared on my wishing list!
I’m just waiting for the positive news 🙂 🤗
I will keep you in my mind and heart.
I have hope that the good news will be coming soon. 🙏🏼❤️
Even though you are not yet in my arms,
You are already in my life and you are more loved than you can ever imagine!
Our journey together hopefully will start really soon! 🙂
Take your time but please arrive healthy and perfect!
I’m waiting for you since ever!